It's hard to describe how I feel sometimes. I've often visualized emotions as colorful, gas-like entities, but for me, I feel they're like liquid. Colored water, sometimes sludge, churning in the bowels of my mind and my heart, sometimes erupting out into the world.
The mental magma is in flux lately; it's searching for something. Sometimes I think it's just love or companionship, but now...I don't know. I think it's something deeper. Something a lot deeper.
Meaning, maybe. Maybe I'm not just emotional horny. Maybe I'm having a quarter-life, existential crisis.
Or maybe I'm just crazy.
Sometimes, I'm inclined to vote the latter.
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